When comfort zone break: How i found myself in college

Honestly I thought college is better than school, no home works, no one knows me much and thought it will be complete different from my school life and better. But, once I entered college it was a whole new thing to me as expected, Many different faces but trust me something felt off. I think I missed my friends from school, when I was in school the whole school knew me, I used to study well and used to participate in everything... Everything was perfect except our principal who keep on telling us to study. Whereas in college no one forced me to study. 

                 Even though I had a small group of friends about 5-6 people,being with them  it didn't feel like real me who was an extrovert in school. I tried participate in cultural things, sports, NCC but somewhere I couldn't bring myself to participate, something held me back i don't know what, maybe because of breaking my comfort zone from school i guess.Literally i didn't talk with anyone in the class for almost 1 month, i used to go to class, attend classes, finish my lunch box and back to home.make friends after but they didn't really matched vibes or maybe I didn't matched theirs🤷.even though I got good marks in PU i was not satisfied with that. I felt like "is this what college life supposed to be?", "is it what called enjoying? ".

                 Yes, finally i joined Degree where I made many friends this time. Not only from my section also from other sections and from other courses too. I think I found myself again the girl who was in school- extrovert, active and funny. This time it was nice. I'm getting good marks at the same time enjoying as much as possible. Even now while writing this i remember my friends face from school, PU and degree.. each stage of my life learnt something new every time it met new people. I remember their laughter, their time with me. I can tell without a thought that degree is the best stage of my life. I met the people who really matched my vibes and with the people where I truly can be myself. 

          Finally, what I can say is - it's not about getting adjusted to people or fitting into their shoe, it's all about finding the right people who makes you feel real 'YOU' and who fit YOU. 

The right people, the best people will find you and you will feel the whole YOU again. Once you find your people you will find your confidence, the real you. Also, learn to say "NO"when you felt like saying.. no need to think about what other's think. Be yourself and love yourself 👍💜

Thank you.